By Keona Tann
Grief is a strange companion the barbs of sadness pierce your heart at
the strangest times. Everyday tasks can bring overwhelming sorrow.
It's like a cloak you sometimes forget it's around your shoulders but
then, like a punch to the stomach, you'll realize it's still there, surrounding
you.
At first you wear it heavy like a winter wool cloak but gradually over
time it becomes a light silk cape.
Grief and
healing is a process that we simply cannot rush! We need to allow it to take
shape. Find someone who can help you through the process.
As I
wallowed in my grief during my illness; loss of employment; and loss of loved
ones I was led to Psalm 42:1-3,5 (NIV): “As the deer pants for
streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God (stand before Him)? My tears have been my food
day and night, while people say to me all day long, “Where is your God?”. Why,
my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him, my Saviour and my God.”.
I realised that I was given a choice each day - I could celebrate the small victories or wallow
in my grief! As I pondered that I decided to celebrate the beauty of the
sunrise. I declared that God's mercy and grace is new each day, like each dawn
(Zephaniah 3:5).
So the suffocating heavy cloak of grief gradually changed into a light silk
cape. I allowed Jesus to speak to my heart and He gradually replaced my
mourning with peace and then eventually joy!
I pray that
your cloak of mourning lightens as you press into God’s promises:
Lamentations 5:21 (NLT) “Restore us,
O LORD, and bring us back to you again! Give us back the joys we once had!”
Lord ignite in me a joy for you that burns bright and clear!
Psalms 30:11 (NLT) “You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy”
Lord remove my mourning from my mind and replace it with joyous thoughts
of you!
Lord remove my mourning from my heart and fill it with Your joy!
Lord remove my mourning from my spirit and wash me afresh in Your
never-ending joy!
“God’s peace is joy resting. His joy is peace dancing.” F.F. Bruce
Many blessings!
In September 2016 God declared healing over my life. This set me on a path of restoration and transformation.
My passion for writing was reignighted and I wrote the following mission statement:
I desire to impact the world through the words I share. I long to enrich, empower and encourage others whilst delivering my stories with empathy and understanding.
“He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the LORD.”
Psalms 40:3 NLT
I've started a weekly blog which you can find at: https://keonajtann.wordpress.com/
I'm currently working on my testimony as well as my journey with endometriosis and adrenal fatigue. I hope that I'll launch my first book soon. Many blessings, Keona
Beautiful post, Keona. Thanks for sharing. :)
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