A memoir sounds quite an exotic
thing to write, don’t you think? Perhaps something only famous people might
attempt—or those with too high an opinion of themselves! A few years ago, after
submitting the concept of my own memoir Soul
Friend to an overseas publisher, I received a response that politely asked
me why anyone would want to read a memoir by someone as little known or as
unimportant as I am! Yet the word ‘memoir’ simply means an account of past
experiences written from the author’s own personal knowledge—surely something
within reach of us all. But that does not mean there are no challenges involved
in such a venture. As Patti Miller, author of The Memoir Book and Writing
Your Life, states: Writing about the self
is one of the most demanding journeys you can take. It requires honesty,
ruthlessness and courage. (p 132 The
Memoir Book)So, given we believe this is what God wants us to do, how do we go about it? Of course there are various ‘how to’ challenges we need to come to grips with, such as employing the right narrative voice, choosing a workable structure, using dialogue and maintaining good pacing. But over and above all that, I believe there are four big questions we need to answer before plunging in.
Firstly, what will the parameters of our proposed memoir be? Unlike autobiography, which usually involves recounting one’s entire life in chronological sequence, a memoir focuses on one main aspect or period of our lives—perhaps our childhood or a certain relationship or a particular place where we once lived. And this focus must always be maintained, if we are not to exasperate our readers with unnecessary detail or boring back stories.
A second factor to consider is why we want to write our memoir. Is it to share certain truths about
the Christian life? Is it so others can perhaps learn from our experiences and
be encouraged as they face similar issues? Is it even an attempt to make sense
of things that have happened to us and who we are as a result? I believe these
were some of the factors behind my writing my own memoir, Soul Friend. On the other hand, could we perhaps be letting
self-indulgence run wild? After all, some people view memoirists as habitual ‘navel-gazers’.
Worse still, could we even be trying to get back at someone or to set the
record straight about past events?
A third factor to think about is how vulnerable we are
prepared to be. To what extent do we need to bare our souls to the world in order
to say what we feel should be said? Are we willing to risk being judged or
misunderstood? Is it wiser to keep some things to ourselves? I am glad I
decided to be honest and open in writing Soul
Friend. I have had some very touching emails from readers who have thanked
me for that. But I understand too the need for wisdom in this area.
Finally, how will what we write affect others? Yes, we may
decide to be open and honest—but at what cost to another’s reputation? At what
cost to our own relationship with the person concerned? Again, there is wisdom
required before putting something in print we might later regret. Perhaps
asking others’ permission might be a sensible thing to do, as well as listening
to the opinions of our manuscript readers in this regard.So ... are you ready to write that memoir? Yes, writing about oneself can be a demanding journey, requiring untold hours of soul searching, emotional conflict and reflecting with God. But it’s worth it, many times over. After all, the results can be life-changing, for ourselves as well as for others.
